happy anniversary love!

yeay!!!! HAPPY MONTHLY ANNIVERSARY han.... hehhe
today, our relationship already last about a year & 2 month.... ahhaah
and my only wish & hope is- we were still be together till forever syg....


Dear, there are no single thing I can compare with how much that I LOVE YOU!
you know that i really2 love you, more than I love myself...
I'm so sorry for my stupid mistakes that I had done towards you...
maafkan salah fina.. Fina sayang azzan..
Fina mintak maaf if sometimes you think that I'm annoying...
I'm sorry if fina ada buat salah dengan azzan...

I know lately, banyak benda yang happened dalam hubungan kita.. whatever it is, I still love you no matter what.. And one thing, I want you to remember that I'm always here by your side, whenever or wherever you need me.. I also want you to know that I really2 care about you.. I just want you to be happy whatever u're doing..

walau ape pun yg jadi, I will never never never going to leave you k dear???
I need you... you are my strength.. you are my everything..

I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!

fina sayang azzan sangat tau!!! ;)

If u say RUN! i’ll ask HOW FAR? if u say JUMP! i’ll ask HOW HIGH? if u say SWIM! i’ll ask HOW DEEP? but if you say GO! i’ll say NO!, I’ll stay with u.

if u feel like needing someone ‘n theres a hundred steps between us. U can take only one step to GeT NEaR Me AnD I’ll TaKe ALL. ThE 99 StEpS To Be ThErE FoR U

DoN’T WaLk BeHiNd Me I’M AfRaId I CoUlD NoT LeAD. DoN’t WaLk In FrOnT Of Me. I’m AfRaId I CoUld NoT FoLLoW. WaLK BeSiDe Me And Be Mine ForEvER!!

Every time I say ‘how are you?’ my heart says ‘I care for you.’. Everytime I ask ‘how have you been?’ my heart whispers ‘I miss you’

People Live, People Die. People Laugh, People Cry. Some Give Up and Some Will Try. Some Say Hi and Some Say Bye!. Others May Forget You! But Never Will i

kekenyangan,,,

jam 5 petang tadi, sampai rumah.. then tertido kejap...
lpas tuh, ayah ajak pergi dinner dekat P.d..
at first, nk pergi mkan dkat ANA THAI dekat Tiara, then stupid punyer chef, the restaurant is close cause the chef is not there..

p/s: tutup plak, dah lah ayah aku susah nk bawak pergi tempat mahal... ahahhaa

then we just go to other restaurants nearby... bluuurp! kenyang giler..
mkan n.goreng belacan, tom yam campur, tomyam POk Tek ape ntah, sotong kerabu, tauhu jepun masak bla bla bla, & ikan siakap 3 rasa + laici kang.. OMG!!! gain 3 kg..! ahahha

total= RM59.. sangat murah untuk 4 org mkan..
and sarah dapat rm10 coz dapat teka btol harga.. huhuhu

-> sangat pening isi borang agreement MARA!

Wednesday...

Today is wednesday.... apa yg best hari nih ek??
hurmmm.... alhamdulillah, akhirnya, aku dapat jugak agreement loan MARA yang ditunggu2 selama nih... tpi ntah lah.. I also dont know why I didn't excited about it at all.. sumetimes it just feels like sangat menyusahkan! haish... but the bad news is, loan MARA x cover aku, zira, & ajjan punyer 1st sem.. yang x puas ati sbb kiteorang masuk awal tahun and sekerang dah sem yang ke3.. not fair!!!! kener bayar fees dgn duit sendiri...
whatever it is, bersyukur sebab still dapat agreement walaupun skrg nih tgh HOT dgn isu2 hangat yang melanda TPMC pasal loan MARA nih.. alhamdulillah...

-> esok kner balik.. bnyk bnda kner uruskan pasal agreement..
-> next week have two test waiting... LAN&MKT..
->hand in LAN assignment next weeek as well. ;(


p/s: missing you.... <3

addicted!!!

currently tengah melayan lagu jojo yang sangaat best!

p/s: thankz kak cha bagi lagu nih! sumpah best,, hehe

Lyrics





ow... bantal busyukku telah memanggil..
Goin to slepp & hoping that going to dream about 'Him'..
LOVE U.. <3

yes!! lepas beban

Pheww!! tdi baru lepas present speech....
addoooiii.. ntah aper aku bebel pun x tau...
really speechless and so damn nervous!
topic that I got- how to prevent bad influences from our friends..
weeeeeeee.... nervous giler2,,, main ckap jer aper yg terlintas..
whatever it is, felt so relieve itz over & mostly- really proud of him... good job dear!!

LELAKI...

Ketika seorang wanita menangis di hadapan mu, itu bererti dia tidak dapat menahannya lagi..
Jika kamu memegang tangannya di saat dia menangis, dia akan tinggal bersamu sepanjang hidupmu..
Jika kamu membiarkannya pergi, dia tidak akan pernah lagi menjadi dirinya yang dulu..
Selamanya.... seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah, kecuali di depan orang yang amat dia sayangi.. dia menjadi lemah..
seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah, hanya jika dia sangat menyayangi mu..
Dia akan menurunkan rasa egonya,hanya kerana mu..
Lelaki... jika seorang wanita menangis kerana mu, tolong pegang tangannya dengan penuh pengertian.. Dia adalah orang yang akan ttap bersama mu sepanjang hidupmu..
Lelaki... jika seorang wanita menangis kerana mu, tolong jangan mengsia sia kannya..
mungkin kerana keputusan mu, akan merosakkan hidupnya..
Saat dia menangis di depan mu, lihat lah sedalam-dalam matanya.. dapatkah kau merasa kesakitan dan kesedihannya?
Fikirkanlah..
Wanita mana lagikah yang akan menangis dengan penuh rasa sayang di depanmu dan keranamu?
Dia menangis bukan kerana dia lemah, dia menangis bukan kerana mahukan simpati, dia menangis kerana menangis secara bersendirian tidak mungkin akan menenangkan dirinya lagi..
Lelaki, fikirkan lah hal itu, jika seorang wanita mengisi hatinya untukmu, dan semuanya hanyalah kerana dirimu..
Inilah waktunya untuk melihat apa yang telah kau lakukan untuk dirinya.. Hanya kau yang tahu jawabannya..
Pertimbangkanlah...
Kerana suatu hari nanti, mungkin sudah terlambat untuk menyesal..
Dan mungkin sudah terlambat untuk melafazkan MAAF.....

Public Speaking...

Today, is a day that full of hilarious & nervousness during our Eng 103 class... firstly, we learn about how to pronounce words properly.. we had to choose a colour paper from a small box, then we have to pronounce it by facing the audience., hahha its quite funny though..

my quote-To sit in solemn silence on a dull dark dork In a pestilential prison with a lifelong lock Awaiting the sensation of a short sharp shock From a cheap and chipper chopper on a big black block

Azzan's quote-Girl gargoyle, guy gargoyle

(see the different? unfair ryte?) hahahha

Then, we are totally freakin out when our lecturer asked us to make speech in front of the class for 2 minutes .. My stomach is totally full with butterflies and heart is pumping hard like crazy!!!!!! gosh! Even though I used to be front of the public, but I also have no idea why I became like that,,, hahaha my topic that I get is - JOB THAT YOU LIKE Seriously, I dont have any idea what I'm talking about.. what I know is I'm just totally fiddle-fadle & talking crap! ahahaa

wuuuuu... hope that I can perform better next tyme.. ;)

Bb night!

After class yesterday.. Azzan's decided to take me to meet his friends- kimi& kumon with their lovely gf.. ;) at first, I'm kinda nervous to meet them- Ayien's & Zureen's ( sorry if i spelled it wrong), and two of Zureen's frenz..But then, out of my thought, there were so havoc & happening.. ;) really have great time with u guys! After we had our dinner+ supper in KFC, we "lepak" for a while & play - Song Teng something like that.. hahaha Hey! itz fun dude! wish can play it again.. ;)

And the most suprise is.. Ayien can speaks Chinese like I do.. We acT like a 'MONYET' as soon we found out about that... ahhaah extremely excited! yeah! gve me 5 babe! after we snap several photos, than we continued our journey to go back to our own destination.... ;p

the day called - TUESDAY

Yesterday... at 1 p.m, is the first Eng 103 class with azzan.. Eng 103 aka speaking skills subjects is a quite challenging subject for me.. euuwwwwww!!!! it is more to speak, speak, and speak... huhuhu

I'm sorry to say that the class on that day is soo damn bored! I dont even know anything what is happening front there.. ahahha sorry mrs. Indra.. ;p


nak tau ape kiteorang buat time boring??? check it out ->

ini lah kerja kami... jahat!

p/s: azzan's riddle-> kenapa bangau tido sebelah kaki??? ahahhhaa

whenever I missing u...

Whenever I missing u.....

Whenever I missing U, I will read your previous messages that U sent to me..

Whenever I missing U, I will looking into my hp gallery pictures with U...

Whenever I missing U, I will hug tightly the cute little teddy bear that U gave to me...

Whenever I missing U, I will reminiscing back the precious moment when I with U...

Whenever I missing U, I will remember all your promises quotes from U...

Whenever I missing U, I will smile to my self when U said that U love me..

Whenever I missing U, I will laugh to my self remember back all your jokes towards me..

Whenever I missing U, I will murmurs slowly to my self that I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU....

And lastly.....

Whenever I missing U, my tears drop without I notice it when I thinking of your face & hope that U miss me too like I do...


I miss you...

missing him..

its 2 a.m... still waiting for his messages or call.. but sadly.. nothing from him ;(
last message from him....

me: Han, kt mane 2?
him:kat btr.. jap lg blik..
me: ow okay2... T.C

i know, may be u soo tired after get back from ur rugby training.. & may be ur bz with ur friends there.. yea.. i try so hard to understand.. i knoe u enjoy when u're with ur buddies...

I'm just so freakin out when think that I'm gonna to loose u.. i dont know why.. ;'(
I'm so happy when u are there to share story with me when I can't sleep.. but not tonight aite?? itz okay...

me: gud nyte.. i love u..



p/s: just finished watch I LOVE YOU, MAN......

gud nyte...

20 october 2009

on that day, five of us went to Red Box- The Garden to release our stress by singing & shouting in the room.. hahaa We prefer red box there because its provided many new songs and a cheaper rate compare to others . We really enjoy being there.. kali nih dah kali ke 3 kiteorang pergi situ.. selepas puas melalak & meronggeng kat dalam tu, then kiteorang decide pergi mkan ekat Oasis Mid Valley.. But, 1 kejadian yg x disangka telah berlaku,, Renda lost her mum's stuff.. packaging tuh mmg giler penting untuk business mum renda, if bnda tuh x da, mmg bankrap dah business mum die.. huhu kiteorang pun tolong lah die cari packaging tuh.. renda plak mcm org giler cari bnda tuh.. haha thankz to god, akhirnya jumpe jgk packaging tuh tertinggal dkat kaunter redbox.. nasib baik.. then suddenly.. adi ask: " wey! sweater aku maner?"... adoi... tertinggal lagy satu barang.. last2, me & azzan terpaksa lah pegi balik redbox untuk amik sweater die sbb aku org last pkai.. nasib baik ada.. hahaa sorry adi.. segalanya selmat.. lepas mkan, kiteorang punn balik ikot haluan masing2.. adi & cuz die balik ampang, renda & apek plak balik ktm.. aku & azzn, balik bukit jalil.. really have fun with u guys.. semoga berjumpa lagy.. mish & love u all... <3

family potrait.. ahahhaa